That early morning I was frightened and devastated to return to that store Milwards that day. Although dad forced me he still does not believe what he’s done while I was going to the shop individuals continued talking quietly but I understood they were talking behind my back as it was just apparent. I was surprised as father didn’t want the matter to head out in public due to his track record and his honour. I was embarrassed to be walking in the street that morning but I had discovered my lesson which other individuals didn’t understand.
I was in the store and suddenly I had a flashback I can simply remember. The previous summertime was rather unusual as I was very suspicious that day as I felt Gerald’s s lack. Throughout this time I felt he should been having a affair, I couldn’t believe anything else due to the fact of his absence. I can remember that very night when the inspector got home, inspector Goole he seemed a bit curious in the beginning and stated we had actually eliminated this lady called Eva smith I didn’t truly recognize that woman or heard her name before.
I was astonished to understand dad had something to do with this. Inspector Goole then came near me enquiringly as he thought I was included. I took a look at the photo I just noticed I knew this lady,. I felt awful understanding that this girl Eva smith got fired from her task due to the fact that of me.
I didn’t realise it at that time, even if I thought of that ridiculous dress. I didn’t understand what to believe of myself any more understanding what I’ve done to this bad lady who did absolutely nothing to me.
Just because I was jealous of her. This is what happened I was shopping at Milwards and when I saw her I told the manager that until the shop assistant (Eva smith) was gone I would never set foot in that shop again. I amazed to see that my parents and Gerald didn’t really take any notice to see what we had done. I don’t about the relationship between Gerald and myself as I don’t think I can have I relationship with someone who can’t tell the truth.
I know he’s a nice man and I was excited about my engagement but Gerald didn’t realise what he had done he didn’t seem to value our relationship as well. Moreover mother and father didn’t learn anything they were just happy to know everything was over and none of this would be spoken again. I was just happy when the inspector said ‘ we are members for each other and we are responsible for each other’ that night when everything was over I remembered what the inspector had said and wanted to change everything. What had happened was then the past and now is the future.